Well, the stress has begun. I'm trying so hard not to but there's just so much stuff. I'm going to have to get a car soon which is just one more thing to pay for on top of school and now a wedding. I just don't know where the money is going to come from. I know the Lord will provide but it's just so hard to remember that in the midst of everything. I'm trying to find a reception and ceremony site still. Everything is just so expensive. I wish planning a wedding wasn't so difficult, but I want it to be special so I guess we'll figure it out. I just want to get the date set with all the places booked at least; it's easier said than done though. I know it's just going to be one thing after another from here on out so I guess I better just enjoy the ride. And it will be fun if I let it and I want it to be fun. I don't want it to be stressful; I always said I wouldn't have a stressful wedding so that's what will happen. I simply want the Lord to be glorified so if that happens then all else can just fall into place. Well, I just needed to vent a little bit here so I suppose I will go read Hamlet now.ugh.